Where are my friends going?
So most people always see me happy, and I love that about me. I try to make everyone’s day because I hate to see people sad. What gets me is why would someone want to see me sad? I’ve tried to be a good friend to everyone. I really have! This will hopefully be the only time you will EVER see me hurt. I know for a fact people are going to criticize me and make fun of me for writing this in my blog, but it’s the only way I can get people to actually read it and know how I feel… and that’s if people have to make comments on it. I know we weren’t assigned a free blog, but I’m doing this anyway.
I’m falling out with all of my friends. I really don’t know what the hell is happening. It’s like I’m not good enough for them, especially for Morgan. She has been treating me like she is better than me since the beginning of the year when she wanted to seem like a cool person in front of people. All she does is just poke fun at me and we never laugh anymore. Or at least I don’t. I miss the way things used to be so badly. I used to talk to Morgan everyday on the phone during the summer and before that, and I barely even talk to her now. She doesn’t realize how much she is hurting me. It breaks my heart every time I even think about thinking about this. It’s like her goal is to actually hurt me. And it’s working, so she must be happy now.
As for the rest of my friends, I don’t even know where to begin. I let them walk over me all the time and I don’t know what to do anymore. There are only a few people who actually care about the way I feel. One of them being Taylor and I love you for that girl! I feel bad for not talking to her that often. But she means a lot to me now.
I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve tried everything, but it seems like nothing works. No one likes to be left out you know and yet here I am, feeling like I did when I went to Livonia, the worst time in my entire life and its happening again. I hate that. I want it to go away and I want things to be the way they used to be.
Again, I’m sorry for being all emo and all, but what else can I say?
wow greg r u serious?…. i dont think that this constitutes as appropriate blog usage…. haha but look whos talking, i put random stuff on my blog all the time…
HA all that ive done for you in the past… hahahahaa good times
well sorry to hear about your teenager problems…. im sure it will just pass, you normally are switching between friends anyway so i dont know why u r so freaked out…haha dont worry greg ill always be ur friend!